Well, that was awkward. 😒

Hey Boo!
 I’m writing you today to let you know that I’m not mean or anti social, I’m socially selective & awkward.😐 If my facial expression looks as if I want to hurt you, fret not! I’m probably just hungry.🍉🍇🍓🍲 😔
 If we’ve had an uber peculiar encounter, it could have been me…or you.👀😬 

However, whomever was at fault, I will be the mature one💁 and apologize for making you nervous by asking too many questions (trying to see if our vibez are aligning ✨) or if I start to fiddle with my celly  (this may be me picking up on our vibez not aligning and I’m trying to figure out how to abort mission or I’m shocked we have so much in common that you’re actually starting to make me nervous and I’m trying to keep calm because you’re about to see the real me and this inturn will either make you feel awkward or we become friends, depends on you 😌). 

Be patient with me, through various Youtube tutorials, self help books and experiences, I’m learning to be “normal” at the appropriate times.😁 If we had or have a weird encounter, my empathetic nature apolgizes, deeply. Again, I’m not mean or anti social, I’m socially selective and awkward.🙏
 

*Right now, I would probably hug you, give you some dap or say a kind gesture that I truly mean but prefer if we didn’t cross paths again…just depends on how the vibez went.😬
Okay Love You, bye.💚✨

Rubix.

I Am complex.

I Will challenge your psyche in order to stimulate growth.

I Stir but only when you’re ready to master me.

I Give you silence just so you can perceive me.

I Admire your patience.

I Satisfy your desire to gain knowledge & wisdom.

I Am primary yet overstand the need for secondary; purple resides within.

I Align so we can attain completion.

Rubix Love.💚

-Zioness

Inner Me…Enemy.

You gon’ stop letting tradition hold you hostage or nah???  📢 ADMIT👏 TO 👏YOUR 👏FCK 👏UPS 👏BOO 👏BOO! BE ACCOUNTABLE! (Aight, I’m done yelling) It’s so easy to place blame on “God” or “Satan” hell ( no pun intended), on anyone outside of your self when you’re not authentic. While pre-destined aspects such as fate or destiny can bring us situations that we are to maneuver through, sometimes we as people can bring problems amongst ourselves by free-will. Woe is me right!? I know, I know, playing the victim is comfortable but where is the growth? I’ll tell you love, you won’t witness it until you grasp 👉 maturity. Before you start questioning “God” or blaming your problems on his Ex BFF, start with the person you’re responsible for…YOU. Are you hanging with positive people? Harboring positive thoughts? Creating good Karma? Allow your conscious to be your guide. One Love.

Prolific.

The complexity of loving you has helped me to mature into a Wombman. Before incarnating, eye asked for you, eye found you yet had no recollection of the hell we would have to endure to become prolific. Eye’ve know sincere joy, psychotic rage, fulfilling sensuality, reflected hatred and true contentedness with you love. The beauty of it is, eye’m still in love with you, unconditionally. ” – Zioness

Life is dope, the smallest of seeds eye give to another are reflecting my journey of self-love. Since eye’ve let go and embraced my feminine nature (balanced)… being open without fear of judgment has made manifesting so much easier. Eye have taken the rockiest road but you don’t have to travel it as long as eye did. Sort thru your baggage, rid yourself of temporal experiences then embrace your “lightness” love. So yes, it is true, in order to be a healer…you do have to heal(her).👑💛😘

Just one of those days…

Today was a day of letting go of unhealthy thought processes, setting boundaries and truly accepting losses as gains. My intuition doesn’t lie but eye lie to myself when eye ignore it which creates a lack of trust within self, furthermore a depreciation of self…over time. The feeling of forcing myself to be open was becoming toooo unnatural, even questionable…so eye’ve detached only to learn that eye’m embracing me. Loving this journey of self-love.” -Zioness

 Security Blanket.

I slept with you

No matter how mature I thought I was

I couldn’t resist the comfort of you

Praying one day that you would notice my loyalty but fortunately, I grew

My toes started to be exposed, rolling over for you only to cover me partially

Still, I reached for you

Maybe I’ll fluff my pillows or could it be these sheets? What’s wrong with my routine? Why Am I not getting any sleep?

Lavender linen spray, detox baths, and chamomile tea before bedtime

No T.V., nightly meditations and even stretching, oh my

I’m doing what I’m told, why arent the remedies helping?

No matter what I incorporated, the fetal position was the only way I was supported

So I tossed & I turned, kicked you off only to learn

We’ve outgrown each other

Me? Get rid of my favorite blanket? Lol yeah right!?

But ever since I’ve let you go, my sleep is peaceful at night.


Healer, Heal Thyself.🙏✨

Are you guilty of staying in abusive relationships? (Mental, physical, emotional and the like) Have you lost yourself and everything you owned? Considered a judmential asshole for offering help? No worries, just do me a solid: save this meme, read this meme everyday for 21 days (they say it takes that many days to break a habit, idk.) Drink more water and BAM! You’re healed!  BULLSHIT, UTTER BULLSHIT.😔

What many don’t disclose is that it’s a thin line between genuine concern and nurturing someone to the point of no return (almost). They also omit the fact that some people don’t seek help, just attention. Thanks a lot trial and error.

 So for a few years now, I have been on and off of social media frankly because I was experiencing depression, pouring from a empty cup, didn’t know exactly what my life’s purpose was and just a lack of joy in general. 👈(Major No-No) Well as I reactivated Facebook, I noticed similar occurrences with “Frans”(you know, people who’ve been on your list for years but you may like or love a post occasionally) whom were also experiencing this not so random “shift” in energy. I’m gonna get a lil celestial here: when I say “shift” I Am referring to planetary alignments (retrograde periods etc.)Divine order/timing that caused for detachment from people, places or thought patterns that no longer serve our greatest good, including relationship with Self

Baybayyy, couples have either been divorcing or renewing vows, making new friends or disconnecting from old ones, shedding old thinking patterns to evole anew, sheesh! Ain’t no way experiences like these can be made up. It’s as if layers upon layers of deception are being peeled back to reveal new perceptions to ones highest truth.

Well I’m hear to tell you that your healing starts with you. Yes, we are all connected to Source energy but we also are equipped with the tools to help us manuever (I wanted to use Macgyver so bad here 😁) this experience. Learning to use intuition, learning to say “NO,DAMMIT!” (you don’t have to yell) and living in your life’s Divine purpose are just a few of the steps I have taken help heal myself.

 Since I’ve incorporated these lovelies into my experience, joy has returned! I said that was a no-no because when you lack joy, you lack gratitude and when you lack gratitude, you miss out on the blissings that surround you. Never ever allow another to drain you (including your own negative a thoughts/actions) to where you hate life and all the beauty it entails. You were incarnated here to pursue what you are most passionate about. Embrace it as you embrace the healer in you and those that desire heal will hopefully be inspired by you.



Love You Love💚💚💚

Zioness.

That “0” Just Enhanced Me.

Hey Lovies!

Okay, so after lastnights Pink Full Moon ritual & prayer to Divine Source, my sleep was…normal. ( Even tho the 5 year old wanted to co-sleep lol). Not sure what I was expecting but I opened my eyes around 6-ish, checked my phone, a habit that will soon be broken! Technology is like like a “catch 22” dammit !!! I use to use this time for rising meditation but the lack of discipline and all its fckn glory has gotten the best of me for a few months… But um, adios tired ass excuses!👋 

So yeah, “checked” my phone for two hours, dozed off and awoke to one of the most glorious sunrises I’ve seen in awhile. You know the ones where you smile before you even open your eyes, roll over and still feel the good vibez beaming on you, like this lifegiver set perfectly in place just so you can witness? (Narcissim is dangerous, okay?) Yo, my blinds were angled just right this A.M.😍🌞 

For my sacred practice last night, I set out intentions for healing my Being. I wrote out a list of things that needed to be released in order for me to continue to evolve. With one of the top issues I’ve dealt with being CONTROL. Right now I won’t go into much detail but when one has control issues, it normally stems from fear of the unknown or experienced circumstances that caused this mechanism to become reality. 

I lit two plain white candles: White

“The color of purity and new beginnings.  Use a white candle for rituals involving healing, new beginnings, and spiritual growth.  Also appropriate for Lunar and Goddess workings.  Church candles are usually white, thus white candles are associated with prayer, remembrance, and devotion.”

And rested.

The vibez have been awesome ever since. Earlier today I had taken a random was nap ( self-care boo boo!) While napping, I had a vision as usual and I was looking for room “608”. Now I’m not big on numerology but I do know that it is a ancient math linked with Divine Source and believe messages are codes to help us move along in this life. So as always, I sat and thought about the vision, then went to Google.

Funny how the Universe works, I’m in the process of becoming a entrepreneur and was still a lil bit nervous about getting all my business endeavours accomplished but… “That “0” definitely enhanced me!” So according to Angel Numbers, zeros enhance the number(s) it is surrounded by. Known to be the beginning of a spiritual journey, infinite, potential, choice and wholeness (amongst other attributes).  Since it was joined by 6 ( selflessness, family, grace , gratitude, responsibility etc.) then 8 ( abundance , prosperity, serving humanity, Karma, self confidence, discernment etc.) I have nothing to fear!

Discipline, the lack of it alongside fear, will cause you to procrastinate, become depressed then here comes the self sabotaging. DO NOT SUCCUMB TO IT! I am a witness to these struggles. I officially started my brand in 2014, did okay but I desire to be GREATNESS!  You cannot become better than average with these as the homies. ✌ As this journey of newness begins, gratitude is in abundance right now. (y’all don’t even know how hype I Am!) 😁😁😁 

More on the process of letting go next time!! 
Love You Love 💚 ,

Zioness.

Wisdom Evolved.💛🔥

Hot & bothered but intimate pleasure with the love of your life may be the LAST thing on your mental. Sweating, irritability & moodiness oh my 😔. No worries though, with over 3 million cases reported each year, you my love, are not alone. Below I have incorporated self-care tips that can help you ease through “The Change” in your life.

“Although her menopausal journey does signify an ending, it also bestows the expansive freedom of new beginnings. If she believes modern society’s misinterpretation that menopause is the end of her life as a real woman, she will suffer.” ~Roslynn Breillat

📖📝😧😩😱Over analyzing EVERY.SINGLE.THING. is a hindrance for many of us wombmen today, instead of being patience & letting the answers be given unto us divinely, we fret.  Now it is completely natural to have a thought of curiosity but it’s staying in those thoughts is what causes us toxicity to the point of stress…soon comes physical dis~ease. Cultivating great emotional health is imperative on this new journey of wombmanhood & keeping your sanity is a definite must. Reaching out to other(s) via online groups/forums, local classes, or taking the time out to jot down daily thoughts may bring a sense of relief. Remember whatever activity (healthy please) that promotes stress & help you defeat anxiety, go for it! You are transitioning, be easy on yourself. 

👵💪👌🏃Y’all, this beautifully fit wombman in the photograph is in her 60’s!!!! 🙌👏 #goals Prime example of you being able to manifest what you set your mind to. When you are menopausal, your body is also releasing toxins. Canned foods, the microwave & environmental toxins (among others) are causing wombmen to experience “the change” earlier than expected.  If you’re not sweating when you are exercising, why not!? Lol Exercising is one of the top ways to help you release excess toxins, so why not help yourself make this new journey a bit more easier? At least 30 minutes a day of walking, running or mild strength training 3-4 times a week to start off should be fine. Alternative exercisises such as Yoga & Tai Chi will be beneficial also. (Please consult your physician prior.) 

🍎🍐🍈🍉🍒Nourish- healthy self…heal thyself. Whole foods in essence, makes one whole. While processed in itself does a process on our bodies in the long-run. With all the preservatives, additives, mystery chemicals & dyes, ain’t nobody safe😷!!! 👈(I’m exaggerating a bit lol) Whole fresh foods incorporated within balanced meals including nutrients such as Vitamin E, B Complex,Vitamin A & C are great for combating symptoms. Foods & seeds like Sweet Potatoes, Avocado, Flaxseeds & Sunflowerseeds are great. You could never go wrong with healthy fats & proteins too!

🌻🍃🌾🌿Herbs are known as the ancient healing of nation. After taking classes and years of research, I’ve put together a list of herbs that should also generate relief. (Be sure to consult with your physician before you self diagnose or self heal.)  Most of these can be found at your local alternative medicine shop, grown or at a sites such as Mountain Rose Herbs. Choosing from organic or from respected sellers will provide the best benefits. Encapsulated form or made as a tea, I personally feel teas promote more of a relaxing experience. Here we go…

❇Alfalfa

❇Black Cohosh Root

❇Dandelion Root/Leaf

❇Dong Quai Root

❇Ginseng Root

❇Ginko

❇Red Clover

❇St.Johns Wart

❇Hawthorn Berry

❇Licorice Root

❇Mother wort Herb

❇Nettle 

❇Oat Seed

❇Unpredictable moodiness

❇Hot Flashes

❇Natural decline in reproductive hormones

 ❇Loss of hair

 ❇Insomnia

❇Irregular or loss of Menses 

 ❇Dryness of skin  & Yoni 

Some signs  you’re experiencing symptoms of menopause. 

While the herbs listed can help with the symptoms listed, natural oils such as coconut (antibacterial/antiviral) should help with vaginal dryness during lovemaking as well as staying hydrated. As I stated in the beginning it’s imperative that you change your perspective( if negatively perceived) love on yourself & take time for yourself. Though I’ve yet to experience this beautiful journey, I have wombmen in my family that have & these are definite go to’s. Take care, injoy your self-care evolution & Divinely given wisdom.

“Menopause is enlightenment, letting go.” -unknown source

Empress Zioness 💛

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